I was clearing my drawer , i mean NOW! so just taking a break..guess what?

I got 5books of diary with me now. some of my diary were lost.I might misplace them somewhere. Oh yea, when i was clearing up, there was a letter slip through the papers that i held on.

The letter consist of

" To my .....

Wen i close my eyes,,,,you emerge, i never grumble or cry...coz i noe ur gonna bring me up with your cheeky smile. you make me smile in everyway even if i am down,, i know even if i am at my worst ,you still love me. Even if i am mad at you, you still love me. we fight , we laugh. we giggle.we love each other. Baby, when i say i love you.i never say out of a habit but i really mean it. your my best damn thing that happen to me. i never regret loving you. No one can stop me from loving you.Im gonna miss you"

Alright alright that was all the words thats inside the letter. precisely every single word is there.

Thinking about, it kinda make me laugh that those were the words you said. and those were the promises you gave. look at you now. whats happening. those promises were meant to be broken and empty.

Sometimes, i kinda feel sad without knowing why. yeah i know that we have gone separate ways. continuing our very own journey to the very end. however, i kinda have this feeling that the route im taking will be twisted. Hah, you guys wont understand whats it all about . but yea.

Life is life

Dream is dream

get this straight in your fucking head everybody! When it comes to reality. you gotta be real and harsh and sometimes you gotta be someone extremely out of control!Things will pull you down even you're at your top.yea

cya piggy