Alright people..

Today im in a mood to write something..
well, i saw a face of an angel and it shook me off..
Oh god, im really twisted with my feelings. i dont know who i like and who i dont. i know that sometimes, i can be a real bastard but im sorry for my wrong doings and attitude that i gave to anyone who is involve. I know im getting a little overboard with my doings but i cant help it. its really killing me inside. when i was taking a walk. maybe i should say that im taking a walk to some place where someone who i truly care is about to appear. whenever i look at that person, my heart skips a beat and i dont know what am i thinking about. its truly suprising/amazing when the feeling of love just pop out back when u ever have a glimpse of look at your dream guy/girl. i deeply understand the differentiation between being loved and the person you love . in thoughts of my imagination, i could say that people can realise that you actually miss someone just by looking at their faces.
I nearly let my tear slip out from my lashes when i was taking about my life to someone who always cared for me but what i didnt say was that i am actually facing a problem that no one accept me myself who can solve it.
I do know that i might not be good in getting someone who really will put the heart to it and to be honest, ive never accomplish it. ive always failed when it comes to love. my choices of words is always harsh and cruel.but give a second thought of it and go deeper in understanding the meaning of those words that were spoken or wrote. i dont quite know how to say things out. there are still words that i held and i never didnt wanted to say as i dont want to jeopardise our friendship.

One major Thing i should put into Consideration is Comfession
~MrReD~