first of all,Welcome Back!I just came back from my grandma house which is in Terrenganu,North malaysia.Was a tiring day for as i sat in the bus more than 9hours!while i was heading back to Singapore. i felt an emptiness, i felt i was craving for something.I didnt know why this emotional feelings just pop out from no where but when i think about it again. it was something that means alot to me and if u were to ask me what is it, i wouldnt know how to explain and i woudnt know how to start.I just want to let u guys know that being yourself towards the person u truly love is one tough thing to do . it takes alot of courage,guts and intelligence to express your feelings to the person you truly love. you also have to keep one thing in mind that you are taking a risk. there is a 75percent that you might end up having a broken friendship once you have confessed. you might say that you have a flexible body,mind and soul but think about it, if it dont work out, you will fall, and the one who will make you stand again is those people who really cares about you. Im talking about friends, how many friends do you have?300?400?1000?well it doesnt matter how many friends do you have ?but the one who will be there for you even you dont ask them to.the one who understands you. there are a few of them in the world who will truly be there for you even you doesnt ask them for help.And that, is how i define true friend. On the other hand ,its pretty odd thinking about someone who doesnt even think about you back . although people might say you are stupid,dumb and what soever shit! but trust me,when you believe in yourself, you will find a true friend who will be there for you and soon enough, you'll get over it !So one major thing you need to keep in mind is to keep continuing believing in yourself!:)

Muhammad Farid