♥ 10:16 AM

Arighty, this is me and for today.am going to release my latest chapter of "Never Ending Love". Enjoy!

"Never Ending Love" Volume 2 chapter 2

The Journey of alitiano at the later stage of life begin now.since they have broke up 9 years ago. alitiano went around to explore the world. alitiano also took a step forward to give it a shot and to open up his heart again but life now doesn't feel the same way as it used to be.life is getting really hard and tough after going into the real world. when he reach 18, being into a relationship is not a big issue to him. in fact, what really matter now is pursuing in his further education and staying focus in his studies. life is never easy, its harsh and always cruel, but the point that's missing is the friendship that he had. its slowly drifting apart as all of his friends have been posted in different campus and colleges.On the 14 of November 1894, he over heard someone saying that mariana was caught in the wrong crowd. Alitiano was pretty shocked to be hearing such "gossips",but it doesn't make a big jumbo fuss though. and yet again, He wondered and wrote something in his diary,


"The clash of differences engulfs my body,A sharp sting chills me to the very bone.Shivering uncontrollably I fall into pieces,The oceans kiss welcomes my shaken heart. It was nothing more than a simple choice,For when I stare at my hands I begin to cry,Staring upon the empty space where your hand belongs,The ocean conceals my tears with its gentle waves.I can only imagine what it feels like to be lost,Lost within your eyes with every fiber I'm made of,You've finally found the one that can stop your rain,How saddening I was the last one there and it isn't me...This time around I hope nobody sails by and saves me,For I've never fallen in love with dreams so deeply before,Within these dreams you stop the tears falling upon my ocean,The one who defined my forever at life's cruelest crossroad."

Alitiano then went to have a walk to put his mind at ease. he smiled wide, alluding what he has to hide, behind his brilliance painful recollections. he then creates the image of picture perfection.Without any doubt, there ain't a single explanation

~written By MrReD~

To be Continued in the next post chapter 3! Dont RUN!
Will be released probably on 14 of octorber 2009.
:D

♥ 9:59 AM

Readers oh readers,


alright peeps, im going to tell you guys why do most teen committed suicide and what is the baffling phenomena.

Suicide ~ based on my research ,i find that most teen committed suicide is because they find their guy or girl with someone else, it was the caused of jealousy that have lead them to suicide. i have come across 4 rare suicide cases, first, there was a guy who commited suicide because his parents didnt give him enough cash to buy beer. you might find it funny but there are such cases. 2nd, one 19 year old boy hang himself because his parents didnt buy a graduation gown and last but not least, one 17 year old boy hang himself because he had been rebuked by his older brother for making so much noise. when does death take place when u hang urslelf? i bet you guys dont know how. :p ..well, death take place when there are shortage of blood to the brain. this is known as anoxia. suicide cases has influence children at the age of 5 to 7 to try out what does it feel to be hang. when we ask the kid why did he/she hang theirself, they said they wanted to try the"experiment" out. . so those with kids out there, make sure u avoid them from watching any tv show that has sucide scene in it. :D

Baffling Phenomena ~ you guys have been wondering what do i mean by saying baffling phenomena. well it means that teenage smoking is one of the great baffling phenomena in modern life.most teens find it cool or tough when they smoke but actually they dont really know what are the effects that will take place if they smoke.no one really knows how to fight it. smoking is one of the great challenge, based on how you want to avoid it and how you quit. its a great challenge to your will power. when you try it once you will get addicted to it and you want more. so my advice to you is DONT START! although im a smoker i advice you nt to smoke.haha. NO GOOD!
thats all




"You make me smile in everyway even if i am down, i know that even if im at my worst, you still love me. we fight, we laugh , we quarrel,we giggle and ultimately, we love each other. and when i say i love you , its not that im saying out of a habit but i mean it. i never regret loving you and i never have.you my best dam thing that have happen to my life. i love it."

~I will always be by your side no matter what happens~

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♥ 10:58 AM

Honestly, im missing someone really badly. But why is it her? haiyo. im weird.
K drop it. i will be writing something based on why do teens commited suicide and the baffling phenomena of tobacco. so stay tuned. am too tired to write and there might be a 65percent that i will upload a video based on the baffling phenomena of tobacco. ..
Dont RUN! ..

♥ 10:54 AM

Woooit

Im just in a mood to make my way ,
all i need is some time to write u.
i learn the hard way , to tell the things you didnt wanna hear
those twisted words, makes your heart too hurt.
hhere as i am, making a break as im an on my way.

Today, you asked for it, am breaking this ...
your tension, your eyes, back up!
we will never find each other and we never have.

~MrReD~

♥ 3:29 AM

Readers oh readers

i put together the words that were dried up
and all i wanted to do was cover my simple feelings.
that somber wind was blowing on that day
i threw it into the ruins of yesterday
and now, smiling, i can live with you
but this affair will crucify you.
so that's why i have to say goodbye
as it is now, u will try not to know me
until nothing remains.
and someday, u will realize that that's all there is to it.
the sadness will flow down our cheeks and become a river of tears
you've yet to remember the sadness
the pain.just even the feelings i held onto for you
are now just changing into words
as you awaken from the dream of an unknown world
with a sound like all civility was gone
the rusted old windows broke
look, youre so sick of looking at that cage that youre once in
i understand that you are falling, but still, continue to follow that light
that throbbing beat takes your breath away
and hopefully someday,
u get whats ur’s back

~MrReD~

♥ 9:55 AM

hey readers,

Its been 3 or 2 weeks since i last update my bloggy, here i am again , gonna write something just to update u guys up ..
Well, let me seee what should i talk about for today post. what you guys wanna know?
Dance life, love life, happy life or sad life? basically, im speechless at the moment. im just blank .
Hmmmm. k lets talk about the problems i have encountered during this past 3 weeks. First of all was my studies, as u guys know. the top priority goes to education for me. than followed by family and friends. the last thing is love but sometimes love can be overwhelming and it can be my first priority. to be honest, i didnt really think that i have found someone to replace since the last incident. but as you guys can see, im someone different now. i got long boody hair and i just have a hair cut. it sucks like hell as the the guy who cut my hair didnt listen to what i asked him to. so in the end, it was all messed up and now i look more like a chickmonk(correct spelling or not ahh??).but i dont give a shit about my looks cause what really matter is the person you are. be yourself and learn to love yourself before loving others. oh yea, i borrowed a book last week , its entitled "little things make a big difference" . i learn how the american's invented hush puppies and it all started in a town wth lonely streets if am not wrong. haha ..and so on. .. when the we started fasting, ive been slacking quite alot from my daily prac for bboying. they must be some dope sets i really need to figure out.im like so behind of time and so tense and every single day , i will always be habituate late for school .i gotta change, as in i gotta wake up super early a. it take about an hour plus to reach sch. its like sooo bloody fucking farr .aiyooo.. on the tuesday which is yesterday, i end school at 2.40 and it still early, so my friend and i didnt know where to go. i suggested changi .we went there and out of no way we decided to rent a bike .its like so random . we cycled to tanah merah yatch club.it took us 1.30hr to reach there and we were fasting back thn .it was super tiring , when we were heading to our destination , the road was like johor kind, so many trucks. the road was like WOAH, like we are heading melacca like that. we reach tanah merah at 5 and played arcade for only 20cent per game. can u imagine that , 2o cent . its so dam cheap.woohooo... went back to changi village and i nearly gotten into an accident , was so dam scaryy .haha..reach changi village at 6.45 and i baught nasi ayam penyik for break fast. not to forget, dessert,ROJAK CINA!!!yamyam ,,, .haha... i said i was speechless but i end up writting alot. take care readers .have a pleasant nite
I LOVE RED ALERT!!!! haha


~MrReD~

♥ 8:09 AM

This is my 3d design. hope u guys like it alot.plss comment yea! thx

♥ 11:05 PM

Hey readers oh readers,

A person was brought to the place where it eventually fall apart.
He lost what he really had, what he really treasure the most and what he didnt expect to lose.
life's unfair and like millions of times ive said that. what do this guy in this picture really need? he's been smilling, acting and patiently remaining silent. people didnt know what really happen to him , is he happy or sad?
have a second thought of it and look deeper into the picture. every drop of rain do little harm and every drop of tear do little (????).
It have come to his senses that things didnt go according to plan. eveything is unpredictable and every single day is a mystery . he went to his room looking himself in the mirror. he said "i feel disgust of myself.did i brought shame to you and the people around you" no one knows who will win his heart but there's someone that he has been always thinking about, although she's so sooo far away from his sight, he crumble when she speak, smile and laugh. it makes him hurt and happy too.
is this time to fool around or to be serious? either one is fine as he still has 3 more years to go before joining the army forces...the journey of the later stage of life starts now!

~To be Continued~

nothing last forever if u dosnt want to pursue or to compromise!

♥ 9:14 AM

♥ 8:57 AM

Twice the pain,
The entire burden,

A person told to another that little things can make a big difference.
Before any further decision, it just took control over my emotions.
Someone tried to be nice and kind. holding those harsh words back, resisting to let it out.

He was not just acting , but he was showing. he said to this girl, "watch your tone with me".she always look at the bad side of him without looking herself in the mirror spoting her own mistake.
Total bitch or Total misundestanding? which one of these?
He was just stating the facts and not more than that.

~To Be Continued~

i was wondering how does it feel like to be living in a wonderful life.
and last but not least,what future awaits us?


~Limited Imagination~

i dont care what do they say, im inlove with you....

♥ 8:26 PM

For the rest of the chapters,
Please feel free to get my book at the cost of 16.50. its entitled,
"For now and forever"

BYEBYE

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